When the new schoolyear rolls around, we all feel the pressure of the upcoming pressure building up. We can already feel the stress of next year weighting on us, without it actually being here. For me, this is also true. I woke up today feeling absolutely exhausted and drained, eventhough I just uploaded an article on how to have good sleep.. My subconscious is working its ass off and I notice it in my dreams. Whenever something is going on in my subconscious mind, I get very very vivid dreams. They are all very weird but easily to track back to my real life circumstances. When this happens, all of my energy that I am supposed to be gaining during my sleep, goes in to dreaming and I wake up exhausted.
“Whatever we plant in our subconscious mind and nourish with repetition and emotion will one day become reality.”
This is what happend last night. In my dream I lived in a magical community with my family. And in that community everything was safe and no one could die. But at one point I had toleave the community to go to university. I had to move out and I got mortal. I felt out of place and when I went to university, everything was troubled. I couldn’t see clear and there was so much chaos that I paniced. Eventually I went back to the community for a competition that was held in the comunity. I teamed up with my brother and we had to solve all kinds of riddles and puzzlesin the middle of the jungle. Eventhough I was back at the comunity, I was still mortal. We were surrounded by tigers and I was so afraid. My brother didn’t care because he couldn’t die. And then we were saved by Tom Holland as spiderman.
So I thought when I woke up. It has become a ritual of mine to recap my dreams right after I wake up so I can remember them better. But this one has been the weirdest, but also the most clear one in a long time. This one obviously stands for me going to uni next week, moving out next year and everything being unclear, unsure and just plain chaotic.
“Too many of us are not living our dreams, because we are living our fears.”
Now that I think about it, it might be interesting to start a dreamjournal series on this platform. Where whenever I have vivid dreams, I write them out for you and analyse them. I still have TONS of dreams written down.
So, today I am taking it slow. I am very tired and I find it super hard to keep my mind straight and honestly get anything done. I really wanted to share this with you, because everyone has these days. I didn’t have an intention or a reason when I started writing this article. I just wanted to write, and that is okay.
In the beginning of May this year I had a really intens migraine attack. I don’t want to go into it too much but lets say it completely knocked me down. Ever since then I have been having these dreams. And since then I have started paying more attention to the subconscious mind.
This is a very all over the place article, but I hope you enjoyed it. If you ever have a weird or exciting dream, make sure to let me know because I am very interested in getting to know your dreams, believes and minds.
I wish you all the stars,